Too Pro

Well right now i'm at the Singapore Airlines Sports Club after an hour of swimming... My stomach is growling like a dog cause I haven't eaten anything since I woke up. Freakin hungry nowadays... IS THIS THE CALLING FOR ME TO INCREASE MY MASS? Hmmmm.... XD

Well I hope so cause I really really want to gain lots of weight! COME ON! NEED MORE MEAT! Hahahaha. Also its so I can buff up in size. Yea I'm 1.72m which isn't really tall but taller than 60-70% of Singaporeans.... But I wanna reach at least 1.8m. Oh an i'd like nice shoulders too. Something meaty so someone can lean on me and she'd like it so much she'd sleep on my nice, warm, comfy shoulders. Now I only have a nice curve on my biceps and triceps but i'm still lean and small. They look good only if they were thicker... But I DONT WANT TO LOOSE THEIR NICE SHAPE!!! Even my friends agree that my arms have a nice muscular curve just that it needs more meat to actually become 'muscular' (like DUH)

I guess with work gone after Tuesday, I'll be working out more just like last time (and that gotten my my nice form that I have. I remember from Twiggy to Stick. Thanks Myles)
You know when you love someone and she loves you back too? But you're not in a relationship cause we don't want to rush in? Hmmmm i've been sorta thinking about that. "You don't find love. You fall in love" Yeah i've pretty much fell. And it was nasty. Totally changes your mind and thinking. Ok so I'm in love. And with my all powerful (So called, but deal with it its my blog so I can say what I want) wisdom, I can tell you that you don't have to be in a relationship to be in or give love. A relationship is more of like a commitment. If you're not ready to commit, don't. Cause you're gonna screw it all up. Just like I did before. You gotta stop and think it through. Cause we, or I, didn't. Good to learn form mistakes. I guess every part of this makes you a tad wiser each time. Yeaaaah..... :)

Oh yeah, yesterday night was the last day for a few of my colleagues... As in even my managers were quitting!! Maam Ain and Sir I/saac who are both really really nice people have left Swensens to pursue a better life long career. Best of luck and may Allah bless you guys! Sigh I guess with them not around, I got to deal with mor crap from either Sir Jimmy or Maam Tiffany. Both aren't that bad but they can be total asses at times.

I can't stop thinking of you ok? Love you too much (I always say that)

The day. Is. Coming.

A few exciting AND scary things are on the way for me in my life. Firstly I would like to inform all of you that, I AM RESIGNING FROM SWENSENS TERMINAL 2 NEXT TUESDAY, 2nd February.

Yes people, I am hyped up about it as it would leave me time to do what I want to do. Its about time I start preparing for Poly too. Also I have to start tutoring Farizah, my younger sister. I really really want her to get 250+ for her PSLE aggregate so that she will set the next high score for my family and my relatives. Time to bring name to our family sis... MAKE US PROUD. YOUR STUDIES STARTS NOW.
Speaking of PSLE, my auntie is all over the idea of SOTA, Singapore School Of The Arts. Yea sure your daughter can dance and all but please, its like Singapore Sports School. YOU GOTTA BE BEST OF THE BEST.

Oh wait thats an overstatement....

Singapore Sports School honestly isnt great at all. I mean for a school focused in sports, why aren't you guys winning any top positions in nationals? I mean you guys got whooped by yours truely, St Joseph Institution or Raffles Institution or ACS(I). So in that case, your "school" of supposedly TOP ATHELETES IN SINGAPORE isn't actually made up of top athletes in Singpore? Disgrace seriously!

Here is a reason why people would choose say RI over Sports School. Academics. Yes its a fact. If you could DSA into both schools, CHOOSE RI. Many people have done so! BUT WHY DO some still go to Sports School? Cause they aren't academically incline aka, they didn't make the entrance test. Still if you ARE REALLY REALLY GOOD, you wouldn't end up in Sports School cause RI wants you soo badly they'll even give you a scholarship or what not!

Point is: Sports School is a waste of tax payers money. Benefits are not great. For us.

Here is another thing. What happens if you say BREAK A BONE? You're screwed. Unless you have some academic scores to back you up, YOU'RE SCREWED

Same goes to SOTA. Sorry aunty for bursting your bubble. Basically you knew from beginning your daughter is what my Air guys termed as CMI also known as Cannot Make It.

Next topic would be CAKES. I badly screwed one today accidentally sleeping too long while it baked in the oven. My bad. Because of that, it became a solid rock. Which is edible. STUPID!!!! WHY AKID WHY?!?! Put that aside, I did have one good day. Come on any day is a great day spending time beside angel. But when you leave, your heart sinks a little cause you just miss her too much. And that was only when the doors of the bus closes. My favourite part was the bus trip. Listened to music together, side by side. We're so close i could feel her body heat. Haha. But you know what I regret doing? I didn't say good bye enough. Something like that doesn't sum it all up... Next time I send her home,  it'll be more than that

Lets see uf she can read that this time <3

The things you do...

Ok i'm seriously questioning why on earth i started working.... And it turns out that i did it not only for experiance, but for money. YES. MONEY THAT I CAN RIGHTFULLY SPEND TO WHATEVER DEGREE I WANT.

Situations change. I don't think that going through all this effort to buy a pair of shoes is worth it. I am sooo gonna stop working. Come on, 8 hours shift with no breaks between except for a cup of water, NEVER sitting down on the job and carrying 2kg of plates and whatever like 75% of the time....

I CAN TAKE IT

But given the choice i choose to give it a pass. Hence I will be stopping work on the 7th of March and would use the time for better activities such as tutoring my little sister, cleaning and sprucing up my house, going out and spending time with the girl i'm madly in love with and making my mother happy by easing her work load at home.

I can tell you however that my experiance at Swensens is extremely valuable.

My manager, Maam Ing Er said to me, "If you can survive here you can survive out there".
Totally true. Its extremely tough to work there. There are NO SETS of instructions given to you. NO DIRECTIONS. NO ONE TELLING YOU OR ORDERING YOU AROUND. Its no more kindergarten people... Its working life. You take the charge. You act or react. And you handle consequences. Everything is about initiative and finding the best path or solutions to maximise efficiency. Its not about getting the job done. Its about getting the job done with minimum effort, minimum resource and maximum will power.

You are very much alone...

Also today I went out with that really special girl to me. She thinks that i'm crazy just knowing how special she is to me or how much I love her so... So for that matter, I never really really say how much I love her. Also I can never say how much I do cause honestly, I cant describe it. You can't describe something gigantuously big can you besides creating a word to describe it (like gigantuously). I still havent done anything significant or special yet for her butI'm working on it. (My special is usually more special than your special)

GET THE HELL OUTTA THE FREAKING WAY

WELL I really have to say that people who walk on the cycling path ought to be slammed into and left unconscious... You PEOPLE DISGUST ME! Here is what happened:


  I was cycling at like 28kmh and in the opposite lane there was this man WALKING!!! He wanted to throw his cigrette so he walked into my lane AND I HAD TO SLAM ON MY BRAKES AND GO OFF ROAD


He turned to me and said "WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING!!"


AND I TOLD HIM "WATCH WHERE YOU ARE WALKING!! THIS IS NOT THE WALKING PATH!!"


AND THAT ASSHOLE SAID "DON'T BULLSHIT"


WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was not so bad but just that there were shit LOADS of people! OH GOSH!! HELLO YOU MATS AND MINAHS, DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE WALKING PATH IS? HERE IS A CLUE: IT AINT HERE DUMBASS. Yes today there were a hell lot of Malays and Indians at ECP. But please, can you:

No.1 Dont walk on the cycling path. If i hit you, its WILL leave a mark. The ink is your blood.


No.2 For you people who are cycling or roller blading, KEEP TO ONE SIDE IN A SINGLE LINE. YOU RETARDS ARE BLOCKING THE WHOLE DAMN ROAD.


No.3 When i overtake you, please dont try to reovertake me. Its just not worth it. You are really really just endangering yourself and other people.

No.4 LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT before crossing the road. Yes you ingin berjalan ke arah saudara-mara awak. However do bear in mind of extremely fast moving peoples on the cycling path. They can soooo take you out in one hit.

Lastly,

No.5 SET UP YOUR CAMP SIDE SOMEWHERE SAFE AND SOMEWHERE THAT DOES NOT BLOCK ANY PATHS. Some of you even EXTEND your camp site on to the road. Some of you create exit and entrance points for your kids/family at WRONG areas. Please use your brain.....

No I dont want to keep complaining about all this. If every single one of you could read this, PLEASE DO. I'm saving you're life ya know......

Ok well to end it all, lets just say I saw somebody today at the beach but she didn't see me... HAHA!

I AM A MUSLIM

OK tomorrow I have friday prayers and at the same time I have work. I can only go for either one so... WHICH ONE?

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH I WILL CHOOSE FRIDAY PRAYERS!

Please Lord make tomorrow and easy day for me...

I AM MALAY YOU TARD

If customers don't know that I am Malay, thats okay... BUT, PLEASE READ MY NAME TAG

"SAYA BOLEH BERCAKAP BAHASA MELAYU"

OMG WORK

Well its hard. I dont have time to think which isnt necessary a bad thing. It could be good but damn... I cant seat for my whole 6 hours of work. There is not time to stop for a drink. Every SECOND there is a table that requires cleaning, customers that want their bill or and order. Its hectic. Freakin Hectic

Air show pictures

AIR. SHOW.

I've met my Hog. It fires 30mm custom II rounds at 70 rounds per second. That means in one minute, I fires 4200 rounds. But it only can carry 300 bullets. Which means that it'll all be gone in about 4 to5 seconds. That.  Is soo GOING TO LEAVE A MARK.

i'll add pictures when i have the time tomorrow... Nights guys, girls and princess

Give me the Barrett

Nightmare Kid strikes again.... Yes. GIVE ME THE BARRETT.

I'm a sniper. I believe in one shot, one kill. No exceptions. But if i need to fill you with lead, be my guest... Let alone lead that are half an inch in diameter... HAHAHA

Well morale boost up again! All i needed to hear was her voice.

Nightmare that makes you wish you were dead...

Sometimes, your deepest, darkest fears... Comes to life in your head

But you'll never know... Never know that its just a dream, not until you've awaken. And sometimes, you believe its real. Sometimes you just want to kill yourself even though something that never happened, that's untrue, came to life. And you lived the nightmare.

I'm the Nightmare Kid. Ready to kick ass and take names...

Experience Level UP!

If you guys see and extremely long line in front of an ATM machine, please, don't be mad. It could fairly be a poor innocent guy learning how to even use his atm card to withdraw money.

Not saying it happened to me (it did) but hey! There's always the first for anyone!

On a darker note, I think i've gone from the dreamy young man, to the irritant pest in someones eyes... I feel ashamed and embarressed that I am the cause of the annoyance you've felt. I wish i could take it back. I wish, I was less in love with you. And now, I curse myself for wishing to love you less...

What a relief...

Ok so I'm now enlighthened and all. Feel much better so yeah... Nothing much now...

I'm gonna draw something

Well what do ya know....

Lets see... On a typical wednesday after breakfast, Akid returns to his room and sits on his throne facing the computer. A usual, he checks Facebook and, indirectly, he was told to go fuck himself. That or there was a complete misunderstanding.

If it is, go enlighthen the situation. Somebody is pretty fragged.

CAMPING. ITS A LEGITIMATE STRATERGY

Thinking about COD4 or Halo 3? Well neither are in my mind now!

Lets see... A few days ago, I drain my time, which I have a lot of by the way, on CoD4 while waiting *here it comes* for someone to come online!

That someone just got a new prepaid card (which I nearly bought for that someone but I thought that that someone would decline it) so I am just a signal away from that someone!

As soon as this someone comes online, I immediately stop playing cause I'd rather talk to that someone than doing anything else. My whole life just freezes there and then.

And so, what am I doing today? CAMPING

Yea this time I'm camping to wait for that someone to hopefully show up online as usual.

YOUR PRESENCE MAKES ME HAPPY!

Tonight. Isnt A Good Night.

I want to go out not because I love planes. I want to go out because I love you.

Now I have all the time in the world but... I wish I could spend all that time with you

I guess I wont be sleeping well tonight.